When ppl start fighting n I have to stand my ground.
Went to work decided the life lesson was Determination in second life.
Firm in corridor.
Sr tmta morning ot. That was ok.
Sr evening ot pil absc n brexit.
Anaesthetist Mac in ot disart.
Early morning shake up in emd. But got to call ppl for help.
And tried to speak more to ppl, standing straight. Rahul, anj, Anand Matthew.
Advice from d movie about time.
Don't Chase only money - it made gran loveless n lonely.
Dont stop working. It made uncle mad.
All the time travel in the world can't make someone love you.
Shouting, criticism chips away at ur faults, and u come out of it a stronger, fitter version of urself. N in dat is my aim.
Was wondering if attending was a good idea. But am glad I attended.
Didn't want to start a fight with s2 unprovoked.
Got shouted at today for junior not presenting audit.
I've done a lot of mistakes here, put a few ppl under pressure, especially sub sir and anirudh ji.
So I think I needed a hit for putting them under work.
If u ask cud I 've shouted back, I don't think I 've d energy for that yet. Need at least a month of energy for that. I need a lot of energy to fight. D mind has to think straight during dat time. D voice has to be loud.
This does answer d question shud I stay here. Probably not. 've my own agenda. Getting more focused on d path. Dat is d only focus from now on.
Sub sir did try to change d topic. So am glad found out who helps me when times r tough.
